I long for age
To break my body
And bind me
To the bed
She sits by
And life will
Finally lose
Its ability
To pull me away
I've lost my love
And I can’t find it
Maybe I never
Had it at all
It’s invisible to me
Floats above my head
If I ever had love
It must be dead
Tell me what
It looks like
So I can find it
Whatever it is.
I still love you...
I still think about you.
I still think about your smile.
I still remember your dreams, your fears, your favorite color.
I still think about how you would look in a wedding dress.
You moved on, but I'm still here
Still in love with you...
Entangled
In her captivating web
I was strangled
My love made hers ebb
Never had i thought
Such pure sentiment
Could lead me to naught
But sure detriment
All i wanted
Of her was more
Poor me she aborted
What a f****** whore!
Bittersweet memories -
lazy mornings in bed,
Summer nights chasing stars.
I remember....
And I wonder....
the melody of certain songs....
the scent of Peppermint St Ives....
Does he think of me?
Even a little?
Sadly, I know he doesn't.
He's been dead many years now.
Damn, I miss that dog.
On the spiral horizon that wraps
my head in your brutish penmanship,
and fills my ears with your waning laughter,
the sun sets
as you did too.
And the moon looked upon me with its lily-white eyes
and kissed me goodnight,
for you were no longer there to do so.
I opened my book to you,
And you scribbled on the pages.
You always made me promise
To never leave your side.
I guess I was paying too close attention to me,
To see you planning your getaway.
Thoughts of you are burnt out foundations,
Dazzlingly haunting and vigorously lifeless.
Though I tried to stay rooted on the intersecting point,
It was just not meant to be,
For we were a pair of non-parallel lines,
Intersecting once,
Only to be forced to forge different paths ahead.
Say you never loved me!
Leave me heart-wrecked with a lie.
Convince me there's another,
Say you wish that I would die.
Just make it easier to leave you
Because I have to let you go;
And if I'm bound to always love you
I'll be too angry to know.
You were never
Truly mine
But in my mind
We were happy all the time
You didn't question
Your self worth
You knew
That I was here for you
But like I said
That was all in my head
And even those happy fantasies
Are now dead