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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
From wondering to yourself why things exist to wondering why you do the things you do. Tell me a question you ask yourself and write about if you have found the answer or are still searching. Thank you for taking the time to enter this challenge if you do. :)
Ended May 16, 2019 • 10 Entries • Created by WillowFae
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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
From wondering to yourself why things exist to wondering why you do the things you do. Tell me a question you ask yourself and write about if you have found the answer or are still searching. Thank you for taking the time to enter this challenge if you do. :)
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2Bamboopanda
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There Was Once...

Often, I wonder

Why do I give up so much of my self,

Sacrifice happiness just within reach,

All for others

Deep down, I know most

Will never return it,

My efforts brushed aside,

Merely a girl that was once there

I spurn myself, doubt my heart,

Submerge into crushing despair,

All for others

Deep down, I know most

Will not remember it,

My struggles forgotten with time,

Merely a girl that was once there

I slice into my own skin,

Crimson blood gushing forth,

Staining the pure white of my clothes,

All for others

Deep down, I know most

Will not care,

My offerings drained away,

Merely a girl that was once there

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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
From wondering to yourself why things exist to wondering why you do the things you do. Tell me a question you ask yourself and write about if you have found the answer or are still searching. Thank you for taking the time to enter this challenge if you do. :)
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GaryEnglish
122 reads

Certainly Not

Where do I belong?

Certainly not here.

Too soft and caring

Too always out of step

Not understanding the hatred

The fighting

Cruel words spoken in jest.

I long to go home

Wish someone would come

To take me away

To where I still belong.

Wherever that is

It’s certainly not here.

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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
From wondering to yourself why things exist to wondering why you do the things you do. Tell me a question you ask yourself and write about if you have found the answer or are still searching. Thank you for taking the time to enter this challenge if you do. :)
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dominospice
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Am I Enough?

Am I enough?

Have I tried too much?

It is working?

I can't see.

I stumble and fall. Blind.

I'm lost.

I have no idea.

What do I do?

Where do I go?

Where am I?

Who am I?

I wander.

I am alone.

Why am I lonely?

Where did they go?

Did I do something wrong?

I want to go home.

Am I trying?

Do they see it?

Is it working?

I don't know.

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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
From wondering to yourself why things exist to wondering why you do the things you do. Tell me a question you ask yourself and write about if you have found the answer or are still searching. Thank you for taking the time to enter this challenge if you do. :)
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TW
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Poor Pondering Habits

I often think, “What was I thinking?”

Followed by, “Why did I say it out loud?”

And ending with, “Wait, how did you interpret that as a good idea??? I was joking!”

This happened often in college, with open fires and late night bus trips, all inspired by poor pondering habits.

Be careful what you question out loud.

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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
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Ghost_Herald
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Why do my thoughts wander?

When there isn’t a thing

a something

to center my thoughts around,

they travel and unravel

and carry their burdens

of confusion

while wandering around.

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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
From wondering to yourself why things exist to wondering why you do the things you do. Tell me a question you ask yourself and write about if you have found the answer or are still searching. Thank you for taking the time to enter this challenge if you do. :)
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The_Notebook
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Questions

I question everything in life,

From why I think what I think,

To why I'm even here to begin with.

What's the point?

Right?

"Why do we exist?" I'll ask myself.

We all fall own eventually,

Life is a game that nobody wins,

Isn't that right?

My questions will always be left unanswered,

For there is no way,

To ease,

My wandering mind.

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What's a question you've asked yourself before?
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rhedrion
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Money

Money and material things are my happiness, but why can I be so content and satisfied without it?

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FairlyMystique
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Am I? Do I?

Am I worth it?

Am I worth loving?

Am I worth caring for?

Do I deserve to live?

Do I deserve to be loved?

Do I deserve happiness?

Questions upon questions around my worth always tend to bounce around in my head. For years I would've told you I hadn't found the answer, and sometimes to this day, I feel like I haven't. But the reality is, I will always be worth it, worth the love and care that others can give me as well as the love and care I give myself.Also, I do deserve life and happiness and love. Just because my life doesn't match my timeline doesn't mean that I'm doing anything wrong, that I'm not worth it, or that I don't deserve a life. It means I need to be patient and wait. All things given to you at a bad time will be a stumbling block in the quest to love yourself, and I understand that now.

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