There Was Once...

Often, I wonder

Why do I give up so much of my self,

Sacrifice happiness just within reach,

All for others

Deep down, I know most

Will never return it,

My efforts brushed aside,

Merely a girl that was once there

I spurn myself, doubt my heart,

Submerge into crushing despair,

All for others

Deep down, I know most

Will not remember it,

My struggles forgotten with time,

Merely a girl that was once there

I slice into my own skin,

Crimson blood gushing forth,

Staining the pure white of my clothes,

All for others

Deep down, I know most

Will not care,

My offerings drained away,

Merely a girl that was once there