I confess 

I am here to profess

I profess that this confession is giving me stress 

so I guess 

let me tuck my pride in my breast 

Oh give it a rest 

I am here take this test 

of sanity 

and morality 

to see if I am fit for reality 

 main priority 

to enlist in this sorority 

I am skilled in the art oratory

I can whip my words around your lips 

only to destroy you in one sip 

here's a tip 

loose lips sink ships 

so I confess this if you double cross me I will spoon feed you your words 

and toast to your fate........

this is not a threat 

this is a promise 

What is it you think that I've done?

Is there something that which you know that I have done?

From what I can believe you aren't concerned with the bodies in my trunk, or the children hiding in my basement.

I definitely know you aren't speaking of the farm I have in my garage or the explosives that lay frozen in the freezer in the back yard.

What sins do you know that I have committed?

Have you been sneaking around my home at night?

Have you been watching my internet history?

Everything you believe you know, forget it because everything will disappear before midnight and not one single soul will believe a word that you will say about anything that you say to them.

You cut your hair and I fucking hate it. 

Today is the two year anniversary of my ex's overdose.

I wanna know if I'll ever love anyone as much as I loved her, enough to sit in the hospital on Christmas Eve, holding her hand as her brother paced in the hallway, trying to get a hold of their separated parents, trying to explain to their mother to come down from Green Bay, there's been an accident, please dad just call Fred if you're too drunk to drive. I loved her so much that my manic states rubbed off on her you see -- I did this, I'm to blame.

Ever since you've touched me I haven't been able to write. 

I meant every word when I said you didn't belong in my future.