To feel the I way did before

Just one pill and then a beautiful high

Takes away the pain of it all

Makes me forget why

Let me escape

Let me be free

Let me forget

I love the things that kill me

Tired of being only Geisha

Tired of only being a roommate

I crave that passion

I need that intense meeting

Of Souls.

I need more than the last chapter of this life is offering and I'm ready to just shut the book.