I never did

maybe I never will

the world is far too extensive to stay put

my mind is far too expansive to stay sane

I never did

and I probably never will

I have been lost and found so many times, it's difficult to pinpoint a specific instance. It's not unusual considering my youth, but I seem to fall off the path of life far more easily than my peers. In fact, I am convinced that I am lost right in this moment.

But I digress, in the times that I have I have become lost - whether by being kicked off due to a horrendous grade and even more horrendous self esteem issues or by simply tumbling off because of unexpected life events - it was the constants in my life that brought me back to the road.

The sheer normality of those constants amongst my confusion helped ground me. It assured me that these obstacles would pass. I had nothing to worry about.

I am grateful to those constants. I don't think I'd even be here without them.

I am lost and nor I am found it's not up for me to decide. But fate tells me other wise, "if I am lost how can I get found, if I am found how can I get lost."—(quote From someone but i forgot who)The answer to me is I was never lost nor was I never found. I was just merely there in the lost and found. Technically only half of me are lost, my other half is found. When I ask myself am I lost my answer is I don't know but my path to finding out is only the beginning.—Terra