Stupid girl
This is stupid. I don’t know what I expected. This was always gonna happen. Disappointment. Because once again, once again I thought differently. I thought once again that maybe for once things might be different this round. I might be in for the win. Stupid girl. Don’t you know? You were never in for the win. Never will be. You just aren’t that type of girl. The type that might have a crap ton of stuff going on but can still have a corner of her life that brings a little joy and keeps her from falling into utter darkness. No. You're that girl that has a crap ton of stuff going on and what brings her a little happiness, just just when she thinks she sees the light;gone. Jokes on you. That little light is snuffed out. That’s how it always goes. The tunnel never ends. You never actually reach the light. F*** all those inspirational journey quotes about the light at the end of the tunnel, it’s not there. Even if it is, you’re never gonna make it. Life doesn’t let you. But why let life boss you around like that? Because it can? No. Because you can’t stop it. U can stand up, but life’s always gonna be taller. So be humble. B****, sit down. -Kendrick Lamar wise words. Because sitting down isn’t backing down. It’s just letting go. And accepting. Accepting that this was always gonna happen. Accepting that I’m stupid and I don’t know what I expected. Stupid girl. Because to be honest, you can dream freely, but to hope comes with a cost.
Taking Average to the Next Level
We all strive to be different. Special. Unique in at least one way that draws enough of society's attention to say, " Wow, they aren't like the others,". It's human nature, we all want to be exactly the same, but at the same time stand out. We want to draw people's interest. Average. Average is normal. Unique. Unique is to be something, to have a purpose. If we are just like everyone else, then what's the point? We assume we don't having anything unique and have to find something, make something up to replace that piece of ourselves we are missing. But the truth is, what we want is right in front of us. So many think there are only two other optionsin order to spark interest in someone of you being different then the others: that's under- average or over- average. Anything but average. But it's not about what skills you can master and accomplish, it's about the trigger behind it. It's about everyone's separate life story. Because if we're all over average, than what really is average?
Motility
Have you ever just sat there? Sat there because you got nothing else better to do? Sat there because you don't have the strength to get up? Or the will. Have you ever sat there wishing you could do anything but sit there, anything, anything but think, but feel, but sit. Have you ever sat there and pictured a large green meadow, in your mind and of it, the meadow of your mind, it has a nice ring to it; till you realize it's only in your mind. But why a green meadow? I don't know, why anything? Why sit? Maybe because you got nothing else better to do. Maybe because you don't have the strength to get up. Or the will. Maybe you wish you could do anything but sit there, anything, anything but think, but feel, but sit. Maybe that's all it is. Maybe that's why you sit.