Sleepless nights another dull night

Early mornings without you in sight.

Empty call log, empty voicemail

These feelings inside must fail.

Emotions running tears flowing

Time moving, soul is blowing.

Agony awaits as the mind depart.

As the soul erupts with a bleeding heart.

Unspoken words become embedded in the mind

Emotionless words I better find.

I become lost without your sweet touch

With your voice in my head my heart will smile much

Her dreams become full of what could be

Her vision became blind of the truth indeed.

The happiness she felt a ton

Had to all end and than shame begun.

As the heart shattered in a thousand pieces

Her beating soul began to increase.

A love so dear she always wanted

Leaves a wondering heart haunted.

To love again has been forsaken

A beautiful heart broken and shaken.

I’m suffocating in my own sorrows. Im drowning in my own tears. Fate has twisted my thoughts. I feel empty inside. My heart feels like an abandoned building with broken windows. My smile has become uneasy. My sadness is undisguised. My token of love has yet again failed. Am I a failure ? Who am I ? For I whom needs to know. Inside a shell is where I need to be, maybe under a rock out of sight is more pleasing. I wanna hide from the world! The beautiful sunlight I once adored bothers me. When night falls the stars above startles me. To endure such pain has turned my world upside down. I wish I had a voice one bigger than the sea, I wish I had a love one worth loving me. Wishes are all I have my faith is now diminished. I’m afraid to fall asleep because I’m afraid of what my dreams may be. For I am on edge but I won’t take that route. This fight is over this I know, the aftermath has struck an arrow right through my soul, Cupid’s arrow oh how I wish.

I am troubled. I need peace. I feel broken. I am broken. How can I regain peace again? Why have I been led down this road once again? My questions won’t heal me. My soul is shook. My mind is weary. My life has been an uphill roller coaster, that I’m crying to get off. My cries are unheard. My eyes are puffy, my face is damp for my tears have taken over. Peace be still in life. Please.

Your temptation took my innocence.

Your smile blocked my vigilance.

Reality has put me in a dark place.

Wishing I could get away without a trace.

So many questions "WHY" lingers in my head.

While the thoughts of being beautiful has fled.

Life feels nothing like the fairy tale books.

In the mirror life has ruined those fairy tale looks.

Addicted to trying to find to right love.

Trying to grab hold like a batting glove.

Trapped in this hurting soul.

Look at what the enemy has stole.

Smiles turned to frowns.

Still trying to readjust my crown.

A heart full of gold.

In a blink of an eye turned cold.

Can't withstand the hurting pain.

What more good is left for my heart to gain.

The world is full of grace and beauty.

To be this naive was it always my duty.

I can't find the beat too my wave.

Or that love my heart craves.

Confidence be still in me.

Don't leave, I need you, can't you see.

A mothers love is a touch from the depths of the heart ,the core of the soul.

A love felt like no other human on earth.

On this day as I wish for everyday for you to have wonderful Mother’s Day! This is an everyday thing which mothers tackle and survive ! Be blessed! Be happy! Smile with joy in the heart, without malice in the vein! Display the energy that only the positive can retain. Stay gracious and due know that nothing on this earth is too much, too far, too little or too small. Happy Mothers Day❤️.