Around 11:55, after reading some Bukowski

I'm not here to help you

or figure out

why you don't have a clue

to how God

chooses who will live forever

in eternal bliss.

I am here for us

as if the us mattered to us.

It's all us.

One.

I'm here for you to find out

Please don't blame anyone else

because there is no one

else.

Everything is happening at once

all the time.

And you're worried?

You must never forget that

you can create life.