Feeling Blah

I think one of the worst feelings

is not being wanted or needed.

I have felt all of this this week

and I just feel like the energy inside of me is slowly burning away.

I don't want to doubt my abilities

or feel like I can't conquer whatever obstacle is in front of me

but to have a week full of words like,

"Why do I have to be here with you"

or

"I don't want to talk to you"

or

"Hey, we don't need you here any longer"

just has completely sucked the air from my lungs

and I just feel like I'm crawling to get to the finish line.