there’s this chapter

Of my story

Which just started

With felony charges

I'm terrified

It's going to end

With me down a child

The only thing

I can think to do

Is love him more

But

I can't

Even

Find him

My whole heart

My whole world

My raison d'etre

I can't find it

To hold him

And remind him

IT WILL BE OKAY

I don't know how to do this

But

I guess

That's been the story of my life

Now hasn't it