Sobriety (1997)

Light a blunt up with the flame

Put that cocaine on a plate

Molly with the purple rain

'Cause I lost my faith

So I cut away the pain

Got it swimming in my veins

Now my mind is out of place

I feel everything

I feel everything from my body to my soul

When I'm coming down is the most I feel alone

I've been sober

now it's time for me

To go back to my old ways, don't you cry for me

Thought I'd be a better man

but I lied to me and to you

I take 2 xanys and I still stay awake

All my demons wanna pull me to my grave

I choose Vegas if they offer Heaven's gate

I tried to love

but you know I'd never stay

I'd never stay

if I OD, I want you to OD right beside me

I want you to follow right behind me

I want you to hold me while I'm smiling

While I'm dying

And if you know me

When I go missing, you know where to find me

Driving down the boulevard

is blinding

Im out of my

Mind again.