breaking the loop

3 miles

three miles ago

ive started losing count

a dark blue Volkswagen

cant seem to be found

i'm still unsure

but my feet are getting sore

a hotel not to far away

just make it there

a few more meters

finally then I'll be safe

just across this intersection

then I'll be free

i count my steps

1, 2, 3

i make a break for it

i see my future

what i make of it

Him caught, locked behind bars

and I'll be sitting outside of one

counting the stars

everything finally good

finally feeling okay

but the i hear someone

try to slam on their breaks

hospital lights humming

chattering

then i hear a familiar

footsteps coming

i memorized them

trembling with fear

there is now way in hell he's here

no, it can't be

he tells me to come

here we go again

I'm starting to see

this loop never ends

I'm stuck with him

till the day that i die

hopefully it's better

on the other side