3 AM

Here I am again

At 3 in the morning

With all these thoughts

Running through my head

About him

About the guy at work

About them

Wondering how I got to this position

Where I keep my mouth shut

Don't tell anyone

Because who can put it into words?

This emptiness I feel when I see him

The terrified feeling when I think about seeing him at work again

The feeling of hopelessness when I found out she's staying

How I know I'll never get my friend back

It's 3 AM

And the wheels are still turning

The thoughts are still going

I need to sleep

But it's not happening