one sided

i wanted us to be forever

i just wanted you

only you decided that

i wasnt enough of a desire

and after you left

i stayed up until two am

every night for the next

seven months, thinking

about how devastating it is

that you can want someone

with your whole heart

but no matter how much

desire is there, it simply

is not enough to

ever make them stay

if they dont want you

as much as you do them.