In these times, it is quite understandable that you feel this way. But these times were actually predicted. We were told that this would happen. It was prophesized that there will be absolute desperation for peace, multitudes will scream for freedom! But...the thing is, freedom, peace, hope and all of it, will never, ever, be found through these objects and ways of lifestyle that we count on. Whether, subconciously or conciously, every single person at one point, counts on materialistic things for a glimpse of peace and hope and so forth. Every. Single. Person.
If you place that trust and faith, in something that can vanish and be destroyed, your hope will falter to destruction, you will be chained by your loss of direction and the lack of peace. Be careful with what you count on, even the people.
This world is horrible. It always has been. But it doesn't mean there isn't good left. See, you possess the ability to turn to a writing site and have several strangers, offer up advice out of care, despite not knowing you at all. There's an example of the good left..
Life is never easy, and if it was, we'd live forever. But life is never completely made up of the bad. I mean, at one point, you didn't feel this way, you didn't feel this pain and sense of hopelessness. So I say to you, there will be another point in your life, where you don't feel this way and I'm certain and faithful, that it will last much longer than any pain you face. And it will, but it takes a fight from you, it takes courage and faith, from you.
God is always there, even if you have disbelief.
[Not forcing my beliefs, you have the right to believe whatever you wish, and besides, my advice still stands as worthy, I'm sure, even to non-believers]