Brother

What could be so terrible. How could you allow alcohol to be the door to your death. The state of your affairs always was a little lopsided. It didn't seem to be so unmanageable that you couldn't work through it

Only last night January the17 death signaled my phone. My daughter Stacy left me a fb message that said you passed away. Is it all fixed up now. You have it all figured out? Was it that bad?

Everybody tried to help you Teresa our older sister drove from St. Genevieve to talk to you Stacy your niece my daughter put you in detox 4 times. The inpatient rehab was one of the best but you drank there. we all had your best interest in mind. Why didn't you give it your best?

Death came to you and now you are gone. I want to know why you felt you had permission to drink your self to death. Giving up came to easy for you. Why didn't you have enough guts to keep moving on?

Both myself and Teresa lost our parents too. David little brother they had fulfilled lives. Very few if any regrets. Now I get to bury two men I'm my life.My dad and my brother.

Death is not a tempting thing . It is not an easy way out. Your death will not be in vain. It will be the fuel that keeps me living. So good bye little brother death has been spoken. Took you too soon but not me Im going to live even more.

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