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I used to love writing,

I was good at it and it came easily to me,

I mean what was better than being able to write about your thoughts and feelings.

I loved how I could have written something a year ago but when I read it i felt like I was feeling the emotions all over.

You see, I have these moments when I just want to cry for the sake of it,

And it was so easy crying over my past.

At the start of the year, I asked God for a lot of things

And it seemed like God listened to me

I seemed to be getting what I wanted

And then my luck changed

I felt so much pain that I thought I would never heal

But I did heal but,

Instead of going back to being me

I changed

I stopped feeling

And now I can't write

The only thing I seem to be able to write about is how much I can't write

I'm so scared

I don't know what to do

I need your help