I forbade myself to love knowing at what cost it was,

but i couldn't forbid my heart to feel, so i kept my distance till my cardiac came to its senses,

for every second that passed a part of me withered until i found a savior to keep me sane,

my sanity came with the sacrifice of my beloved

and i knew if there would be a next time to have an agreement between the two

Are people actually nice or do want something from me,

iit's a bit too much dont you think? Tone the caring down please,

ive never had a freind like you...