FEAR
She used to fear that I'll be the one to leave her . She told me to promise that I won't leave her . I did So...
Its funny that she was the one who left me...
I am the one suffering , crying and living in a hell ...
You didn't have to be such a hypocrite..
Whatever , wherever you are .. whoever with you are keep smiling .. cause it suits you .
BEACH
Before, meeting her, I wasn’t interested in love or relationships . I used to think , these are just some waste of time , money and energy . But she changed my thoughts. She came into my life like a comet . She brought joy and color with her. She used to plan dates . She often used to say, “One day, we will go on beach date . Just you and me . No phones, no friends , no body around us ... just you and me. We will laugh together ,cry together .”
Boom ...
“Hey , you are a nice guy .. but I don’t want to be in a relationship. I want to focus on my career . I have to study to get the scholarship. You are just distracting me . You are such a nice guy. Sorry ,for showing you those dreams. I wish nothing but success for you ” , she said.
I didn’t say much cause her life , her choice . Who the hell I am ! I am nobody . I just blocked her from everywhere.
I started smoking and avoiding those places we used to go for dates. And I hate the beach . I am never going to the beach again. Stay Happy , Be successful.
Just want to say , She took the best of my heart and left the rest in pieces.