Every time I think I’ve overcome you,

your memories return, stronger than ever.

Every time I think I’ve forgotten you,

I find myself remembering you, more painfully than before.

Every time I believe I’ve rebuilt my life without you,

your memories crash in, shattering the fragile order I’ve created.

Every time I tell myself I’m better off without you,

your memories remind me I’ll never truly be the same.

It feels worse than dying.

Your heart shatters, fragile glass meeting stone.

Your mind freezes, like it’s suffocating under the weight.

Your eyes flood with tears until the world blurs to nothing.

And in that moment, nothing else matters.

When you understand

From the moment she left, your life hasn’t been the same.

You can’t function anymore.

Bad luck has gripped you tight.

You’re tired, but no one’s there to cheer you up.

You have nowhere to hide—

because you lost that place.

She was the place.

She was the home.

And now, you can’t go back to that home anymore.

You’ve been shut out, and you can’t even pray

to be let back in.

You’re too proud.

That’s when you realize:

You’ve taken a fall in your life.

They say you gotta keep movin

You have to fight back

You can't stop

But how can you fight back

When you have the burden that

Your parents deserve a better son

Your friends deserve a better friend

My life's a mess

can't handle no more stress,

got no help

couldn't keep the rest

Any promises I made

no matter how hard I try

After the math all I do is cry.

It's like fightin' the odds

feels like I'm against The God

Every time I intend to work hard

my ADHD hits me hard

She asked ," If you loved me,

Then why didn't you chase me

or take revenge on me

When I left you ?"

I didn't answer

How could I hurt you

or Disturb you

When I loved you with all portion of my Heart

The best thing about losing you

I can focus on myself

I can achieve great things

I can do anything

But you know what ?

The worst thing?

I can win or achieve everything

But you

I won't get you ..

I won't be happy

I won't be satisfied

I won't have you

I curse for destroying my favorite song

Curse u cause you broke me dreams

I didn't ask you

But you insisted on sharing them

When I did so it became your toy

Now I hate everything I used to love

I am never going to forgive you

I curse you , you never achieve your dreams

Is it okay to feel lost

Don't know what to do with your life!

When everyone around is moving forward

And you don't know what the hell

Are you doing with your life

You are trying everything

But always somethings going wrong

You feel like even the Almighty is against you

The luck is against you

You just want to quit

But you can't cause you have responsibilities

And the irony is you can't complete your

Responsibilities either ...