I was a just a regular teenage girl

No thoughts or cares in the world

Until one night my innocence was taken away

By a man who will always see the light of day

He nearly killed me yet he is free

While I'm trapped and can no longer be the real me

He wonders freely looking for his next prey

While I hide and cry day after day

***Note to readers

***This is my confession two years ago I was raped and I reported to late and now he walks freely, I'm afraid he will strike again or worse come for me, I can barley hold a job or walk in a grocery store without being scared and thats that I have even been to thearapy, I just encourage others to come foward even if it's to late, putting it on papers changes everything

I have such unrealistic hope,

Those who I love,

Are older,

Are farther,

Are taken,

Or too close.

It hurts everytime,

Though I still wonder why,

Why I cannot stop,

Falling for those.

Here I confess my love,

To those who are a bit older,

A bit farther,

Than a relationship goes.

Maybe the age difference too high,

The distance too far,

Or you have been taken,

For I will love and watch,

From the shadows.

I love you,

I miss you,

Too bad you don't know.