Pen to the Paper 8
“How’s your nose?” Maya asked, tying my bowtie.
“It’s fine. I think it’s fully healed from the fight last month,” I replied.
“Ha! Fight? You got beat up, dude. There was no fighting whatsoever.”
“Pffft, I totally punched the lead in the chin, kicked the guitarist in the knee, and threw… something at the drummer.”
“Maybe in your dreams! He punched you in the nose, and you were out cold,” Maya said, giggling.
“My story is better, mi amor,” I said with a wink.
“Esta lejos de la verdad,” she replied.
“True, but it is más interesante.”
Finished with my bowtie, she stood on her toes, kissed me on the cheek, and said, “Break a leg.”
“I’d rather not. Broke my nose last month,” I said, walking away.
“Love you.”
“Love ya too.”
I exited my dressing room and walked down the hall to the curtains. Taking a deep breath, I walked on stage.
“WHAT UP, WHAT UP, WHAT UP!? IT’S YA BOY CJ BACK UP IN THE HEEZY FOR REALZY!” I hollered.
It was so quiet after I said that you could have heard a pin drop.
“Well, that joke didn’t work. Duly noted. It’s Pen to the Paper 8, yo,” I said. Then, deepening my voice, "Drop the mic.”
SCREEEEEEEECH!!!
″That was a mistake!” I said, covering my ears and walking off stage awkwardly.
The Other Side
No one really knows what happens behind closed doors. You can listen. You can walk up softly, bare feet, breath held, and put your ear close. But you can’t see.
No one really knows.
Alice paused in the hallway. The early morning sun shone warmly through the shutters over the solitary window, highlighting the flecks of dust that floated aimlessly through the air like little pilgrims with no planned destination and softening the severe expressions on the portraits hung along the wall. From where the girl stood, looking all the way down that long passage, she could see the end door. It was a humble kind of door, still and mysterious, its dark green paint peeling off and its brass knob dulled after years. Last night as she had passed it on her way to the bedroom it had been frighteningly dark; but this morning, although it had an air of mystery around it, it was almost inviting. She thought perhaps the owner of the house, old Madame Denholm, used it as a storage room - Alice herself was only the housekeeper’s niece come to stay the week, and the many passages and doors of the mansion both frightened and intrigued her. Walking slowly down the hallway, hearing her feet pad softly on the floor, she stretched out her fingers and let them rest on the smooth doorknob. It was cold to the touch.
“Alice. Alice. Open the door. Please, Alice.”
There it was; the gentle, whispering voice of a child. There was someone on the other side. She had thought she heard it call pleadingly to her when she hurried past the night before, and again in her dreams, but when she woke she had dismissed it as mere imagination. Now she stepped back, hesitating. How did it know her name?
“Alice, open the door. I want to come out. Please,” it sobbed.
Alice tried to ask why it was behind the door in the first place, but the words became stuck in her throat. She could run down and find someone to help - her aunt, or another of the servants, or even Madame Denholm herself - but somehow she remained where she was, feet frozen to the floor. No, Alice, no, she told herself weakly as she twisted the knob and unconsciously prepared to step back. Oh, she didn’t want to do it, but still, she had to, she couldn’t leave the child there alone, it would be frightened ... she pushed against the door, heart thumping as it reluctantly gave way.
She was first aware of a single candle standing amidst the darkness; secondly, of the mustiness that made her think of old, hidden secrets covered by dust or concealed within the pages of forgotten books. She shuffled forward slightly. How quiet it was! Her hand was slipping from the doorknob as she stepped farther inside, her entire body was stiff with fear, she was choking on a scream that began in her chest and slowly worked its way to her throat, refusing to come out; but she couldn’t bring herself to turn around. Why was it so horribly dark?
“Oh, Alice - you’ve come at last,” she heard it whisper.
The door clicked shut and the flame went out.
No one really knows what happens behind closed doors. You can listen. You can walk up softly, bare feet, breath held, and put your ear close. But you can’t see.
No one really knows.
Strike Two
His eyes
Fell onto
The floor
Dropping lightly
As if or like
Some light pebbles
Full of various colours~
The Shadow Man chuckled
Bending to the ground
To grab the pair of eyes
Then juggling them
Before tossing them back
To him as if they were
Playing some odd form
Of a baseball game
‘‘Strike Two!’’
#StrikeTwo
22.04.2021 (c)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UzZj2ide0x8
from fingers to keys to pixels on a screen
bold of you to assume i plan before i write
bold of you to assume a single thought
graces the forefront of my mind
no, everything is a blurry design
the words only come to focus
as i type them out
sometimes blankness overcomes me
sometimes, even the blurriness fades
we call that the block
it's this sinking feeling
when the words refuse to come to you
and the weight of the world is suddenly on your chest
how can i call myself a writer if i do not plan
how can i call myself a writer if i do not think
how can i call myself a writer if i do not write
Fantasise
I want a picture of you: your face, your smile, everything. I wanna know how you taste, I wanna commit it to memory, thoes 4 seconds last night were enough to keep me intrigued. I wish I had you, wish you cared enough to stop walking. I wanna know your scent, I wanna hold you, be near you, why am I so desperate for you? Snap out of it! It’s not like she really exists is it?
WW1 in a Different World
Monday, 18 March 1921.
Carolina Front, American Colonies.
We punched through the Teutonic lines on Saturday. Storms rumbled off in the distance, threatening another downpour to add to the mud and muck. Truth be told, we could not be much wetter than a drowned rat.
Colonel Fitzsimmons would tell us to buck up and march on.
Colonel Fitzsimmons is high and dry in his tent back at rear command.
Nonetheless, our Alatainian morale, for King and Country, is surprising in view of the casualties we sustained and the dismal conditions of the camps. Our men have superior training and equipment, but there is something about the Teutonic ferocity and their sheer numbers which strikes us with trepidation.
Intelligence still hasn’t the foggiest on how the Teutons managed to move so many regulars into the Carolinas. The last we knew, they were sitting in Florida and Georgia, content to wait out the winter rains. Then we had orders to double time to the south and meet their advance.
And so we did, with righteous fervor that only a soldier of the Alatainian Empire could present in the face of difficult odds. Our fast firing rifleman and artillery hammered the enemy lines until they didn’t know right from left.
Thank the gods the Teutons moved too fast for their artillery to catch them up.
Now they have retreated to the protective embrace of their heavy guns and I fear they will be rather hard to root out without much bloodshed.
Fortune favors us, however, because the Cherokee Dominion has sent reinforcements from the west and will flank the Teutons. The Cherokee have many wrongs done to them by the Teuton invaders and will have their chance to avenge them.
Some of my countrymen are not so wise as I in their thoughts of the natives of this continent. My experience has found them wise and thoughtful people. They do not believe is excess and use only as much as they need from the gifts the land gives them. They are fierce warriors as well as superb marksmen with their Carolina repeating rifles. We are fotunate to have them on our side and I hope for our continued good relations with them.
I know I drone on and on about the war, when I should speak of myself. For that is what you really want to know. On that topic, I can say much and little. Know that I am well and generally uninjured. I did take shrapnel during the charge, but this is only a superficial wound and on the mend.
Now I sit beneath the canopy of a massive oak, staring across the rain swept mountains covered to a forest of trees so large you cannot imagine. Any such trees in our homeland have long since been turned to timber when we knew not of our damage to the natural world. It saddens me to see the damage our war has done to this beautiful place.
It is well that our country now understands the need to preserve the earth and the need to fight for it. If not for the King and the Ministry we would still be as the Teutons. The Teutons that slash and burn everything they see to feed the fires of their industry. If they are left unchecked, the world will be a ruin clambering with a population unchecked and all things natural but a distant memory.
Pray we win so that this will not be.
That is all I have for now. When you read this letter, I will be in the Georgian territory staring down the backs of the retreating Teutons and singing the Victory Hymn of the Empire.
To our good health,
Kirby Smith Porter
Captain, First Alatainian Rifles
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