If I could go anywhere, I would go 1,379.39 miles as the crow flies. I'd travel from my little home town in California to San Antonio, Tx to the apartment if the man of my dreams.

If there's anyplace I could be in the world, it would be in his arms.

Unreliable

Admit you love me

Tell the world I'm yours alone

All I am is yours

Your art and intelligence drew me in. I was invisible.

How may nights when I was tired from my day did I stay up to take your pain away?

How many lonely messages did I return when you had nowhere else to turn?

Who was always there for you when you wanted life to end? The one you called a friend?

But here I am alone now with the world crashing down.

Do I hear peep? Do I hear a sound?

All I hear is nothing from my so called friend.

For in the closing moment when our friendship is at it's end.

I'll Find someone else to lean on and depend.

Close your eyes

Feel the pain

Here we go

Slice again

Feel it drip

Watch it run

Take a breath

Here it comes

Feeling hollow?

Feeling numb?

I know I'm not

The only one

Use a knife

Use a blades

This is how

I was made

Here I am

Now I feel

All I have

Cold cruel steel

Generation X was meant to make so many changes. We were meant to change the world. What have you honestly done? NOTHING.

We all had so many dreams and ideas for what we wanted to change in this world to make it a better place. We are still making the same mistakes as our parents and grandparents on everything from the use of fossil fuels and gay rights.

Wake up!! Be the change you want to make in our world. Don't just wait around for somebody to do something it. You're somebody too!be

Half Dome above me.

Rise from the mist around me.

Yosemite calls.