your heart
seems to forget me
Just thoughts
of them, go a long way
saves me from the bad days
i know
we sleep in
different spaces
but i still think of
summers us as teenagers
the memories that surprisingly
haven’t left
all these years
i still think of us
at night wondering
what happen to us
that there isn’t anything I could do to make you feel my love.
i use to love me better
when i was with you
but now
i hate myself even more
with you
If our life was movie
it’d be sad
and I hate that for us
You smile and laugh
on the hospital bed
and I know, everywhere
we go you light up the room.
you don’t even
show up in my dreams anymore
almost like my subconscious has given up on us too
Time with you
seems to eat away
at my soul.
So lately, I draw a line in the sand between us
to save myself from you.
But i am confused
because you are my soulmate
my one true love
but now forever doesn’t make sense so
where does that
leave us
i miss
when you looked passed
at the flaws and just saw
the best in me
but now you don’t stop circling the blemishes of my soul
and now i feel sorry for you
forever with me now sounds terrible