doctors gave us predictions
a world turned upside down
but in your eyes
i see a universe white coat couldn't see
waiting to be born
You are running out of time
this isn’t the way back
to my heart
I bet a billion you don’t truly
love me
I love to love you
but not in this form
where you never stop
wearing anger
like a second skin
yet crave my joy
and then say "I'm the love of your life"
but give me
no signs
my heart on the other side
holding a white flag
surrendering this love story.
when your eyes meet mine
my heart it bleeds seas
I bet a billon dollars
you don’t love me
I am
an ant
in your world
some days
I wonder if
you notice
the silence
I carry
the sound
of my heart
screaming
or maybe you don’t care
at all
just another insect
you’d squash
to oblivion
cold rooms and beeping machines
but your grandparents faces
and how they make you smile
warms the chill
in my bones
from doctors words
the only thing that could
my home
away from home
hospital walls
can't steal
the sanctuary
you bring
peace
love
tiny hands
hold
a universe
of strength
i love you
in the silence
of the things
i do
but you
choose to overlook
what’s right in front of you
burning inside
the fire spreading
fast
you
wouldn't know
to pull me
out
before
i'm
heartless