What my ex taught me about love
Love I s bought is what I learned
It's not a given, or fought for, and it isn't earned.
I thought maybe I would teach her a few things about love, because I was a good bit older.
She ended up teaching me what pain really feels like, and she couldn't have been colder.
We spent years together, faithful the whole time is what I thought.
My last relationship had be believing faithfulness didn't exist, it's what I'd been taught.
She insisted she would weather any storm
She betrayed me in the worst way, which unfortunately has become the norm.
She made me feel young again as I watched her work on her little projects, the way her eyes lit up, her goofy smile.
I tried to make her happy, but in the end every inch of progress I made, I backslid a mile.
I guess in the long run I understand why she went away
I just have the hardest time coping with the loss because she left me lonely without a word to say .
She blocked my number, ignored my call
I'm so depressed, I haven't much further to fall.
I hope one day she looks back, .and thinks of me or something we did that makes her publicly grin.
Me, all she left me with is looking back, I don't think I'll be able to bounce back again.
I thought she was different than the terrible relationship before.
I was so wrong, she couldn't have hurt me more.
In hindsight I see all the things I didn't notice, as if they were written on a sign.
I should have paid more attention to her needs, rather than focusing on mine.
Now all I do is stay down , in a dark place, I don't speak at all.
Not trusting love anymore slowly building a wall.
She will always be my beautiful flower, my pretty white dove.
I'll never be good enough for anyone.
That's what my ex taught me about love.