How’s your day going?
I'm always going to be that anxious little girl.
The one who can't help but slip into the shadows.
The one that feels like they are outside looking in,
struggling to make connections anywhere I go.
I just want to feel like I fit.
That people actually want to be in my presence,
instead of feeling like people pity me
and feel like they must include me when they really don't want to.
I think it's just best to continue to leave people at an arms length,
switch my thinking into seeing myself as mysterious
and always going off to wherever the wind takes me.
When in actuality,
I'm crying in my car
because I felt like no one wanted to talk with me at the party
other than my mom.
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