I woke up today, like any other day and ran through it like every other day.
Thoughts spinning through my head about all the things I wish for, things I want to do, things I need to get done, as I was doing the must get done. Many times throughout my days I wish for a healthy happy family life, something at this time I seem to be struggling with. Not that my family life is all that bad, in some ways, it's getting to where I want it to be, but like most people I have a few teens that wish to live like hermits in their rooms. I have grown up kids running around much like myself trying to get that life they dream of. So having the full happy healthy dream life family well it's kind of disjointed right now, but today late in the evening all the sudden my family my healthy happy family came to life, as my son went out to rake the leaves in the yard from the storm the day before or well the tornado that came close be. my youngest daughter went out and swept the leaves off the porch and out of the driveway my oldest daughter's who are living with me right now chose to pitch in and clean house with me, and for a moment I stood there in wonder and joy of the moment the sweet precious moment, of me having that sweet healthy happy family working together as a family. Now I know this is not like some painted picture of that dreamscape that paints that perfect smile, but this to me is the most beautiful moments in my life. It's the best gift that reaches to the core of me and makes it so I will smile for days.