Everywhere I look, it's there, calling me.
I feel energy draining from my body while
my ten track mind is twisting and turning.
My head hurts and I am irritated and tired.
But I had a donut yesterday
So when I look in the mirror,
I see an 80 pound girl weighed down,
Weighed down by a ton of thoughts about her body.
I look around, again, at all my friends .
They're shoveling pizza down their throats, laughing and talking
And all I do is worry about the calories as my being slowly shuts down.