For what it's worth, I finally learnt that I am not the person I thought I was!
I care too much that I can drive you insane, I overthink and over analyze before I speak or do, I have doubts about almost everything even when it has to do with a relationship I literally can f*ck things up.
But I never meant to do anything. And then I start to lose the bond and little by little I leave, thinking that the other would be better without me. Oh angels I wish I was different but I am not! All these emotions and things are a part of who I am and I can not change them. Cause I know that I will always be like that.
After all, we all are unique and perfect the way we are and any change we decide to do it will only be because we want to. So to the guy I love and I am dating 5 months now, if you can't handle me and my awfully beautiful emotions then leave.