Life feel so unfair. As though it's swallowing me up with tragedy once again. I feel suffocated, helpless, fearful. Where do I turn to? Who do I turn to? Who can help me? It's as though my life is going in circles.
My throat is closing up, my mind is feeling numb. I want to scream but I cannot.I fear life, I fear death even more. Yet a coward such as myself still lives. Why are you leaving? Why are you being taken from me when I finally found peace within myself because of you.
I fear time moving. I fear you leaving and with your last breath you take my hope because you are my angel.