narrator

I am the hero of my own story.

I write my tales in muddy footprints and fingerpaintings and blacks and blues of bloodied bruises and I am a story worth reading.

I am the villain of my own story.

fighting fire with a different kind my twisted mind and eyes blind and dark i do not see the world for what it is. i hurt and make them hurt too.

i am the victor and the victim.

i have my battles and fight them too i

narrate unphased through broken spectacles i cant see

my life as others see it the good is bad and bad is

good but what is good or bad when all is haze through the fog of my brain?

dont listen to a word i say dont watch what i do im just a girl in a world in which connection isnt beyond simple things and disconnection is preferred

we dont want to know the darkness in the minds of the people in the cars

speeding past disoriented blinded by sun the wind hits your face and none

are thinking of the place they are in

a place where one wrong move could end a

life

life

no

they are thinking about life

life

life

life

seven billion thoughts

seven billion people to understand and i understand not a

single

one

i am an unreliable narrator

i am not to be trusted to tell my story

i am not a hero

i am not a villain

i am not

i am not

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