What a fun ride those are.
For the start of something new,
But I'm also sad
That what I had
Can be had no longer.
This is what I've come to call
Emotional turmoil and confusion.
Having someone I could trust
As more than just a friend or a brother
That meant so much to me.
Getting that suddenly ripped away
Shattered my heart into a million pieces
That I feel that I can never
Put back together properly on my own.
Caring for someone as more than a friend
Is such a nice feeling.
I hope that one day,
I will get to have back
What I once had
But can have no longer.