being at now where I feel it
unmarked by your hot breaths, but felt within my heart
under my skin
vibrating in my rivers
strange, isn’t it?
sometimes I wonder if I fear to comprehend it fully
because then it would become real_ even more real
I could touch it... and what if I won’t be able to take care of it the right way?
what if I misplace it?
but I could never be without parts of you
they are mine now_ even if my hands still shake
trembling because of you
in my long forgotten foundations