Can you not see, the red lines beneath my eyes?
You who claim to be my friends.
Can you not hear the silence, from my closed mouth?
You who act as if you know me.
Can you not feel my pain, radiating like death?
You who have nothing to loose.
Can you not see, I have nothing left?
You who are my squad, with you, I feel like a fraud.
Can you not tell, how deeply I still love him?
You who went along the way with me.
Can you not see, that he is killing me?
People are all around
I feel like I'm pressed in
I sit so quiet
I can't conjure any words
My thoughts are muddled
He is there
There is something to prove
Yet it is wrong
I do not belong