I haven't seen my counsellor for 8 weeks.. they think I'm going through grief..
I'm not well. Me. An individual.
My wife's condition was the last straw, but this has been at least 20 years in the making..
A lifetime of being an only child of a broken marriage. Trying to please everybody and always coming up short.
So many decisions and experiences have went into the making of my brain's current state.
A dependency and love that overrides all logical thought and detaches the ego.