Peace in Pain

After realizing my own death I wished to haunt you forever , until I walked into the room and laid my eyes on you.There you are, so beautiful. Oh how elegant your skin glistens in the candle-lit room. How your eyes glow with the light of every star I know to exist. There you are, oh so beautiful. Not yet am I ready to see that of my new eyes, but I hurt with that of my old.

Look at you standing next to him, so calm and luminescent. You look a beauty that I've never witnessed before.

You look to be in love, and who am I to impose all of that pain I wanted to inflict. Why haunt you so. I have no suffering from seeing you in such a perfect love. In fact I feel at peace with my attachments of yesterday.

look at me once more so I can just wave goodbye.

..."what is wrong beautiful?"

"I fear I've seen a ghost in the room."

"you must be crazy to think."

"No, I am not, I was crazy not to see what it really was, before."

"Are you coming back to bed?""yes dear but I think I want to sleep awhile."