falling for you
notice how i blister
as a fall through the cracks
of the path leading up to you.
i crumble and fall,
left to drown in dust,
desperate, i cement my heart,
not letting the cracks show.
but the cracks are still there, wounds too deep to heal.
they remain exposed
to your sight.
so be gentle when handling my heart.
Faster than you think
Only two days without making the bed.
Just another missed deadline.
I'll go to the gym tomorrow.
Today's the last time I order takeout.
What's just one day in bed?
My friends will understand I'm busy.
The landlord knows my track record.
I need to focus.
What did the boss want by yesterday again?
I though this bottle was full this morning...
Why does my room smell?
Where have my friends gone?
How come there's so many crumb filled boxes lying around?
It can't be anything I'm doing differently.
Just smile more.
Have another drink.
Why are my friends all standing around me?
I swear I'm fine.