replacemet
That feeling when you say you can be friends, but here you are watching everything from the side lines, finding out from "them" because its only been 2 weeks but they've moved on and found another already, you think your weird because you haven't. You think you're weird because before "they" told you you were still dreaming that you could go back, or do it again, but it would be fine. But you lost, and now..."were dating,"...its over...for us.
Chapter 1
Coreopsis,
Yellow pansy & red carnation. (I am thinking of you and my heart aches for you)
Pink carnation, pink rose. (I'll never forget you, I promise)
Forsythia. ((anticipation)I wait for you)
Cyclamen. (good-bye)
Red rose, (love,)
Tulip
I stamped Iris(I send a message) on the front, dropped my letter out my window, and watched as the wind carried it away.
I walked in to my parents room.
She was watching a movie with my dad and little sisters.
My little sister asked "Mom what are zombies even?"
"Zoey shaduup, that's like the dumbest question ever!" My brother snapped at her.
I walked out of my parents room and looked out my window, and to the sky,
"what are zombies, what are they really?" I thought.
I sat on my bed, what a dumb question. I fell asleep.
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I woke up.
A letter on my bed.
Canterbury Bell
Iris
Tulip,
Rose leaf. (You may hope.)
White rose. (I cannot.)
Dead Leaves. (Sadness.)
Red rose, (I love you.)
Coreopsis
I closed my eyes and cried. Why does it have to be like this? Why did you leave with the wind, with the summer, our summer? Now, we can't talk.
I opened the closet anyway and grabbed a pack of envelopes. I would write a diary. A diary to you.
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Coreopsis,
Fern red tulip Tulip. (Fern declared his love)
Fern nuts. (Fern is not smart.)
White rose. (I cannot.)
Single rose, (I still love you)
Tulip
About the Outsiders. WARNING possible SPOILERS
Subject: The outsiders movie
Rating: One star
Review: First, I can't even look up a picture without getting blocked due to all of the (false) rumors of the characters being gay. It was the 1960's. The point is I don't like being blocked.
Second, the book is better. Point made.
Third, did Ponyboy actually chase after Dally at the end or not? Also, how is Ponyboy seem like he doesn't care about not getting to show Dally the sunset?
Finally, what is that ending.
"Hey!" I ran towards Spring, her welcoming eyes and beautiful aura drawing me in.
"Boo" Behind me, Summer, her aura, lighting up the room, so warm I jumped, "Summeerr!" She laughed. We walked to the cafeteria where Sole and Stace where sitting talking to Wint. Everyone has a crush on Wint. His, not cold, cold , like his father, but pretty and fun, the perfect friend to have a snowball fight with. "Autumn!" Behind me Willow and Fally, my little sister and big brother. "You guys ready?"
"Yep!" 7 voices rang. I brushed my skirt off and put my game face on, making sure to "show who" I am, Autumn, graceful, beautiful, and most of all full of color.
Valleys, Mountains,
What about the trenches,
When I want to run,
To escape?
What about the pot holes,
The hills,
The puddles,
The mud?
Got a bad grade,
Mixed up a date,
You get a little muddy.
When a friend gets into a fight with you,
A pot hole, even a valley?
Debt, you feel like you're sinking?
A mountain, a new job,
A step in faith?
"If it's not good, then he's not done with it"
Is it possible, I wonder,
When in that trench,
When in that valley,
That pothole, whatever it is,
Could there be a break,
A step up, something, good news?
Or to see some good?
And I pray,
And you can too.
"Arieaaaaa!!!"
"What?"
"I miss pizza."
"I know hon, we all miss things."
"Why can't I just go back and live as a human."
"I'm alive, look at me."
"Yes you're, alive but not living. We can't live."
"Ugh."
Calls friend on phone
"Hey Nat, what's up? I have an idea."
"Uh oh."
"Wanna sneak out?"
"What!?!"
"Shh be quiet, I miss being human don't you?"
"I mean yeah, but we can't live."
"Why can't we try, what could ever happen?"
"I don't know but I don't wanna find out."
"Well just explore, how bout that? I'll invite Norm."
"Ah well-ok."