Anger, jealousy, hate, sadness, love, happiness, excitement, nervousness, anxiousness.

Emotions

I think of them as colors of the rainbow.

Pure and bright

A rainbow God never intended for humanity to dye with black.

I sinned, I'll take that to the grave I know.

But what can I do I live in a world filled with those who have been touched by seven sins.

Passing down the disease.

There is no cure.

There never will be.

Death and life that's the end and the beginning.

I want you to know what you've done to me

You could've set me free

Instead you killed me

You could've helped me

Instead you hurt me

You could've loved me

Instead you hated me

You could've told me the truth

Instead you told me lies

And now...

I'm six feet under

You pierce my soul, when I was as hard as steel you turned me into water so easily relaxed and carefree, so easily me.

A warm feeling engulfs my every fiber all I see are pinks and reds. All I can do is smile and hear the doves sing when I'm with you. You make me feel like no one else could. Chocolate and Flowers things I don't need to make me happy because I know I have you. Waking up seeing your face is all I'll ever need to be happy in this life.

Waking up with a purpose in life is a feeling that is amplified when I have someone to share my purpose with.

My goals in life are to put a ring on your finger, to make a family with you, to grow old together.

To be with you till death do us part.

I love you

Three simple words. Can tear a heart apart or put it back together. Can make friendships or break them.

I loved him

I loved her

I never loved him

I shouldn't love her

Love is heaven

Yet it's hell

Causes pain

Causes bliss

Causes hatred

Causes acceptance

When I love you comes expect I'm sorry to follow it.

Everything is black

Color is what it lacks

Suicide notes plastered on the walls

Society falls

Blood on the hands of the evil

Gravestones for the innocent

Technology used for more than it's simple purpose

To help mankind

Guns being used to shoot up simple schools halls

Bodies fall

Society is going backwards

What is the missing factor?

Children witnessing blood spatters

Everyone's lives matter

Being apart a of crime scene

Teenagers seeing the inside of a cell before they hit 16

Children and Teens are not machines

A dark cloud hangs over us all

Everything falls

But the innocent, do they need to witness it all?

Society what will you do it's your call?

You drift back into those dark places

Once again plagued by blacked out faces

Your breathing stops

Your heart drops

A tightness in your chest rises

All your friends blank expressions

Pools of blood all different sizes

So many questions

Is this my fault?

I kept my feelings inside a vault

A chilling feeling creeps up my skin

I'll have to contact their next of kin

Death wraps it's cloak around me

I'll never be free

Drowning in a black sea

Sleep is a foreign concept to me

I wish I could disagree

I open my eyes as death finally consumes me

Friends, Family, all of them gone

I look out my window, it's dawn

My eye lids are heavy

My emotional levee

Finally broke

Death as taken my final breath