Off the map.
I have been in the dark for quite some time now,
Searching for a way to get back into the light.
I use to be in the star light, in my eyes I was at the top of the world. Then something happened, I got hurt and I lost everything.
The people that loved and believed in me kicked me off the map to be nothing. They still felt sorry for me ya and they thought about what I could have been but they started to think I couldn't ever get there again, so I started to believe them.
I lost every thing that I worked so hard to achieve.
I didn't know that one little wrong step and my life that I knew would be over.
I gave up on everything I was good at, and I mean everything. All my art, writing, reading and ya of course I was forced to give up sports. I just didn't care anymore.
I figured I would never be as good at anything after that.
Any time I tried to do something I believed I couldn't do it so I couldn't and I got so frustrated that I almost destroyed everything I loved and pushed away everyone I loved.
That's when you came in and saved me, you brought me back into the light.
You showed me the way and helped me through it, even when I wanted to give up you kept me going even when it was hard.
You made me a champion again, and I proved to everyone that I was not finished like everyone else it ever happened to, I rose from the ashes with your help.
Now you are letting go and I am taking off I thank you more than you will ever know.
I'm tired of sitting in the dark listening to the annoying voices in my head and not sleeping a wink,
My eyes are closed
It's the middle of the knight,
But nothing happens.
I try to sleep but my heart starts racing and the voices in my head are screaming.
God it's so loud I can't stand it anymore so I scream out and beg for the noise to stop!
But it's no use they just keep getting louder and louder, the voices are screaming nonsense that is impossible to understand!
They've gotten so loud that it hurts, I cover my ears but nothing helps.
Then it all stops as quickly as it started and I sit there only with one voice in my head a soft kind voice telling me to sleep, the suffering is over.
I slip into the darkness that brings peace but only until tomorrow night when the torture begins all over again.
I bow to every writer much greater than I ever could be.
I bow down to the masters that rome this earth.
The ones who create magic with there words,
and create life with there hands.
They write with the blood that flows through every living things veins.
They make my life bearable.
To read the words they breath there life into lets me see everything I can't see for myself, I feel the happiness, the pain, the sorrows, and love they have endured.
I can see the world and the beauty that I can never imagine seeing myself, but I can also see the pain and destruction in the world that I never want to see with my own eyes.
They teach me about everything, they get me prepared for anything the madness in the world can throw at me.
I have tried to do as great as them but I can hardly make a spark of magic, only make a tiny flower bloom to life.
But the one thing that I can say that I have taut my self is no matter what never give up, so I will keep trying and hopefully one day I will be as good as them.
Galaxies. Or just steps apart.
He is standing right in front of me,
But it feels like he's galaxies away like I could scream and he could never hear me,
If I talk to him I will be just a step away from him.
But no I just stand here like an idiot while he's galaxies away and I don't do anything about it, all I have to do is take a couple steps and the galaxies between us will whizz past me in two seconds, and I'll be in his galaxy just inches away from him.
But I don't and he walks away, the galaxies In between us keep getting bigger and bigger until I can not see across the vastness of them, and he disappears from my reach.
I hate it.
Girls should be able to be there selves around anyone, even a boy!
If the people she likes and thinks is her friends she should be able to be her self and not get judged by them!!
The thing is girls try to fit in with the wrong crowd so certain people like them, but you shouldn't care what people think about u if people like you and want to be your friend when you are your self that's who you should be hanging out with!!!
Not judgmental jerks that use you and then push you down in the dirt and laugh as you struggle to get back up!!!!
Be your SELF and be STRONG if people are truly your friends they'll stay by your side no matter what,
Being your self is what makes you strong, this strength will get you through anything.
So my opinion is that girls can have a more truthful friendship than any boy if they actually try.
The trees are talking.
The wind blows and the trees shake,
I think they are talking,
I try to listen but all I here are whispers not quite clear.
Then the wind howls at the trees so they scream back,
I try to listen again but all I hear is shouting to loud to understand.
The rain pores down and the trees are happy and whooping with joy but and the same time crying with fear that lighting will strike,
I listen once more but it's no use it all sounds like a big jumbled up mess of random words not making any sense to me.
I try to hear and understand but the trees keep there secrets to themselves, never to be told to human kind.
Maybe one day one little tree and one little person will have a conversation and the mystery of the trees secrets will be shared with the world.
Bringing a star to life
As soon as you jump
I see the life in your eyes,
Stardust sparked from eye to eye
Lightning up your soul
And bringing your heart to life,
It flows through your veins like lighting through the sky,
Pretty and perfect it glows so bright
Making your face light up the night,
But when you land it flows away
Out of you veins and out of your eyes to be found another night.
Don't worry it shall be back
It's just waiting for you to come fined it,
But when you feel like life is for living it shall be there waiting
To explode from your eyes and make your heart beat.
There my friends now. ;)
So many spiders!
I screamed and I kicked but they didn't listen,
The evil people dragged me out of my clean spider-less home.
They took me to a white room,
It was clean no spiders so I started to calm down but then I saw it in the middle of the room, a big box of SPIDERS!!
I screamed and I kicked some more, no use so I started pleading and crying, They still didn't listen.
Why did they have to do this to me? I wasn't doing anything wrong, was I?
They pushed me into the box and as I tried to scramble out, they put a lid on the box, I was trapped with spiders!
I screamed for what felt like a week, then I couldn't scream any more so I went silent.
I started hearing the spiders talk the kept saying they didn't want to hurt me that the wanted to be my friend. So I finally started believing they were my friends. The people finally let me out. And the spiders fallowed me home, there my friends now I never go anywhere without them. But they whisper like crazy and it's hard not to listen to what there telling me to do.
I feel pain,
And I feel longing,
I fee sorrows,
And feel happiness,
But when you leave I feel nothing.
It's like you were never there, I want to feel something but I don't,
I want to make myself cry because I loved you, but I can't I don't know why I can't or don't feel anything but I do know I loved you and that's that.
Good night. And good luck.
Creeping crawling through the night,
slithering and slipping out of sight.
In your closet then by your side,
Under your bed then above your head,
you never know what they'll do, they might just watch or might even chew.
They scratch and bite,
drag you out of site.
Whether your screaming and swinging or whimpering and pleading,
They'll slurp up all your insides.
They scrape at your clothes or chew on your bones,
you never know when they'll strike
there in the night out of sight.
Watching and waiting for you to go night night.
Good luck sleeping tonight.