Alex.

That's what your name would have been.

It's on your birth certificate.

Our Alex: strong, smart, and kind.

The name engraved in gold

On a coffin far too small.

You see them and think,Wow, I hope to write like this

Or, maybe, you smile knowingly

and appreciate what you yourself have written

in another dream

There was a time, when she felt something, wasn’t there?

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choose happiness.....................you chose this pain

stop being dramatic...................you are reading too much into it

grow up...............you are being a child

it's not all about you................you're selfish

i don't care about your feelings............you don't care about me

it's not important right now..............you should look up and take advantage of your life, ungrateful

why do you always ruin it for everyone else.....................choose happiness

other people experience worse...........stop being dramatic

do you see where other people your age are............grow up

all i do is repeat what i heard

so when i say it hurts

don't act like you didn't give me the weapons

because some of it may have been true

but you knew i didn't know the difference