I’m terrified

I can't believe what's happening. These things are everywhere. I woke up this morning and I heard this scraping along my floor outside my door. I peaked out and saw this horrible thing. It was humanoid but I couldn't begin to recognize it. I don't think it saw me but there was so much blood poring out of it it was so horrible. I grabbed my diary and a backpack and stuffed it with food and water and grabbed my pistol. I went out the fire escape and got into my car. I drove off and I could hear screams everywhere. As soon as I could pick them out they were cut off suddenly. I don't want to imagine how this happened. I'm writing this from an empty trailer I found, with a pistol sitting next to me. I'm just so scared. I don't know what's happened to my family or my friends or anyone. I'm scared that those things will find me. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do next. I need to find a safe place to go. But where? I can go to my pa