What was it that you said again?

"I'll die before my love runs out".

Are you dead yet? Tell me when

my sunny days will be filled with clouds-

Skies that aren't blue. 

Dreams, that aren't you

I'll regret who told me,

"Just hold me". Forget you!

I am through.

An

eye for

an eye is

a funny way 

to insight and it

just might help me see what

you see, so tell me how to 

be free. No- better yet show me!

because the thing you don't realize

is all you'll show the guys is how to be

You never want to hear me out, you doubt

that I want to help you, is it true

they say that I'm full of myself?

It's not me, but something else

and I swear I've seen 

what seems to be a

brand new way to

think outside 

of only 

You

Whom have I in heaven but you?

And earth has nothing I desire besides you.

My flesh and my heart may fail,

but God is the strength of my heart

and my portion forever.

I can love nothing more than God. I may fail many times on my own

but if he's the most almighty, how can leaning on his strength fail?

We lock eyes in the same moment.

A shadow of brightness cast over each inch of her,

faltering from her distant family above.

Shyly, yet, ever so flirtatiously, she twirls in the breeze.

I blush, and wonder if the dance was for me?

stepping, softly towards her- 

cautious as if to chance awakening a beast

I move in to attempt to caress her.

But, it seems her love was just as daunting as I had thought-

a beast had awaken, and left me bleeding, 

both on the surface of my chest,

and on the gentle organ inside.