my problems are so petty. i dont understand how something as small and simple as his girl finally coming to her senses and seeing him the way i do or feeling lonely and sad as hell could mean so much to my shaky heart. there are kids whose parents are going through divorce, people who live on the streets because they have no one to turn to, and parents who work too-many hours a day just to put a meal on the table. i wish that my problems didnt seem so monumental, for i know that the day will come that a big BOOM will knock me back a few steps, and if my pointless issues cause me to dread so much, what will happen to me when the BOOM comes for me?