I Never

I've never been able to roll my R's;

My tongue doesn't always work well.

I've never been one to twiddle my thumbs;

I'm too antsy to ever sit still.

I've never ridden in a hot air balloon.

I've never had a tattoo on my face.

I've never been able to read a map.

I've never won first prize in a race.

I've never been convicted of a crime.

I've never made a perfect pie crust.

I've never had trouble landing a man;

I've never found a man worthy of trust.

I've never loved a man who didn't hurt;

With hateful words or heavy hands.

I never learned to put myself first.

I never learned to voice my demands.

I never thought I was good enough;

I have never had high self esteem.

I've never been proud the girl in the mirror.

I never fully believed in my dreams.

I never got married for the right reasons.

I've never quite figured out motherhood.

I've never dealt with the anger inside;

I've never felt more misunderstood.

I've never encountered a drug I don't like.

I've never thought I'd have these regrets.

I've never had willpower needed to change.

I've never believed in forgive and forget.