Anorexia

I catch glimpses of her

And in an instant my heart swells 

Extacy, excitement, thrill, oblivion

All is well here, where familiar spaces 

Form way for a stolen meeting ground 

From where I will eventually be

Dragged back that distinguishing distance 

I want to meet her,

perhaps only for a moment 

To watch her ways, to ask her

To say my goodbyes or maybe 

I get to stay and just be her 

But then I find us separated by my own skin 

My breath brings me back into my own body 

Where I remain lonely and longing 

Yearning to call back out for her 

If only I'd gotten her first name