it’s a repost. but I couldn’t do better than this.

Innocence gone. Washed away by bloody sheets. Time. Deep breaths and a tinge of pain. No ecstacy as promised. Just bloody sheets. Bloody hands. And your skin against mine. 

Guilt shame. Bible verses and you and your browns eyes washing it all away. 

Timid. I reach out to you. Bury my face against your chest. This... this is teenage forever. Beautiful. unbroken, unbridled lust. 

You kiss my forehead. And Stroke my hair as I cry. Because we both know... 

two doors down your sister is crying. Brown eyes tortured by jealousy and guilt. Unnerved, drunk and holding a blade to her arm. 

Innocence gone. Bloody sheets. Bloody hands. As she tears the flesh on her wrist. She doesn't want death. Just relief.

You stroke my face as she cries. Ill always love you you say. Small tears gathering against the darkness of your eyes. But she'll always have your heart