Sleep

The loneliness has caught up the back of my chest, faltering my emotions and integrity as a person, as a man. I feel myself falling through the cracks again without a safety net to catch me, the thoughts of ideation are prominent more than ever, hurt abandoned, casted aside, no guidance, alone. I cling to the memories of pain because they are all I have left of anything remotely good. Haven’t felt more alone than I do now ever. I gave my heart to many to be rejected or casted aside left to rot alone I can’t keep going on anymore. This is my cry for help, this is my resonating thoughts and feelings, 2025 is just a constant state of feeling dread and fear of the unknown and what was. I long for freedom of my mind and to be loved again. but now I find myself disgusted by the thought of it. I feel like no one’s worthy it yet I crave it most.

i just need some sleep..