Never Like This

I’ve cried many times

But never like this

I’ve felt loss before

But never like this

I’ve had sad news before

But never like this

I will never forget

I will always remember

Sometimes it’s sad – other times, happy

Your way of walking

How funny your jokes were

How you used to call me

How much you knew about everything

How you spanked me once or twice

How you liked to walk holding my hands

How your big strong hand felt on mine

Your smell and how good looking you were

I will never forget

And sometimes I wonder

Was I ever a disappointment

Have I ever made you proud

None of it matters now

I just wish you knew how much I always loved you

And how much I admired you

Because I’ve met many men

But never one quite like you