Death Anxiety

One day, I will wake up without you next to me. One day, I won't get to feel your warmth. I won't be able to hear your breath. I won't have anyone to hold me when I am afraid. I won't have anyone to tell me that I'll be okay. I want to be happy, and to focus on what's happening right now. But no matter how much I try, I can't manage to let go of these fears. The fear that one day, you won't come home. One day, you won't be able to kiss me. One day, I'll be all alone.

I don't think I'd really be alive if I ever lost you.